I really want to take care of business this year. I have a lot of catching up to do. I want to start with my house. I want to re-organize it and clean it thoroughly before I start renovating it again. Each room is it's own seperate catastrophe. We have soooooo much shit. Too much shit, really. There are books, movies, CDs, Posters, Bills and stuffed animals everywhere. I'm trying to set up one room as the "Sanity Zone" but that means taking everything out and putting it somewhere else and where the hell is that? We need to start purging what's not important. This house needs to vomit all the bad shit out. I run out of drive and ambition. I also get completely overwhelmed by the question: WHERE THE HELL AM I GOING TO PUT EVERYTHING? I'd like to buy some shelves and cabinets and boxes. Really it's just painful decision making, repetitious decision making: Yes or No. The Yes-pile gets put away (somewhere) the No-pile gets thrown out or given away. I really feel like I need help though. I mean, I'm IN IT. I'm up to my nose in this problem and so is my significant other. She's more overwhelmed than I am. But you have to start somewhere, for some reason, in some way. I talk a big game, but action counts here more than anything. I can plan till I'm blue in the face. It won't work without action.
