You don't even want to see the stuff I wrote earlier

I'm in a really bad place emotionally, spiritually. I've come to a point in my life where I've lost my way. I've lost my way so badly I wonder if I ever had a way to begin with. I started off with dreams and I was trying to decide which ones to pursue and some how I let all of them get away from me. My self doubt is crippling me. peace